Sometimes I need to get away from my little world to get a new glimpse of how powerful and mighty You are. I recently took a short trip with my husband to Colorado for a Fallen Firefighters’ Memorial Service. We went to honor my husband’s great uncle who died in 1925 when big gas barrels blew up as he had just finished fighting a fire. This had been a huge family story. They were to add his name to the national memorial by Pikes’ Peak. Then we were gathered with 217 other families whose loved ones were killed in the line of duty. Each of them had a story—most of whose grief was fresh from the last year. Over 7000 people were at the main service where 217 firefighters in dress uniform presented firefighter flags to each family. I saw more grief in one place than ever before, yet I knew You were already at work helping each person in very unique and personal ways.
Just before the ceremony began, I received a report that my 87 year old mom had fallen and broken another hip. She was in indescribable pain as she was transported by ambulance to the hospital. It was overwhelming to receive this news from three states away while I was sitting on the front row of such an intense ceremony. I struggled with whether I should immediately return or not. Since I couldn’t make it back for the surgery, others would be affected by my decision, and the knowledge that You and my other family members at home were with her—I finally decided to stay. Quite a few times, I had to fight against my emotions to place her in Your hands again.
We drove up into the Rocky Mountain National Park which goes way up into the mountains. I lost phone service for most of two days. Once again, I had to trust You when I not only couldn’t be with my mom (like I had always been before when there has been medical emergencies), but I couldn’t hear her voice or get a report. Yet when I gazed continually upon the massive mountains in all their glory, it was a reminder that You are so much larger than anything anyone can ever face. Then I looked up above me at the sky which was incredibly closer than in Oklahoma, I thought of how small these massive mountains appear from an airplane or even from space…and how You are the One who created all there is—including galaxies I cannot see. The more I praised You, the more I trusted You, and the more peace I had.
I got home to see my “perky-ready-to-face-the-rehab-in-front-of-her” mom and was showing her the photos we took of the overwhelming beauty and size of the mountains. They looked so tiny in the photos. It was almost disappointing. The photos were pretty but could never catch the glory we saw. Father, You are indescribable. We can try to share Your love and mercy given to us through Jesus Christ, but it’s only like a photo. Until the person we share with accepts and experiences You for themselves, they cannot fully fathom the indescribable glory of who You are. I suppose we will be discovering more and more of Your indescribable glory for all eternity! Let my tiny praises bring joy to an Indescribable You!
“Every valley shall be raised up, every mountain and hill made low; the rough ground shall become level, the rugged places a plain. And the glory of the Lord will be revealed, and all mankind together will see it.’ Isaiah 40:4-5
“‘Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken, nor My covenant of peace be removed,’ says the Lord, who has compassion on you.” Isaiah 54:10
“’I am the Alpha and the Omega,’ says the Lord God, ‘who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.’” Revelation 1:8
Lord God Almighty, I praise You because…