This past weekend, everyone celebrated a major birthday with me; the start of another decade. I kind of wanted it to go by unnoticed. I truly enjoy making others feel special but when the spotlight is on me, I have to push past my own awkwardness to simply enjoy what is being lavished upon me. My husband wanted to make it a memorable weekend so he planned it big! (And You, Lord, planned it even bigger!) If it had just been what my husband did, I would have been more blessed than I could ever imagine…but it seemed like love was lavished on me by almost every person who has ever known me- from my children and family members, Bible study, co-workers, neighbor, to old high school friends who I haven’t seen in ages. At my family birthday party, we played a 20 question game to see how much they knew about me. It caused me to take a look back over my ever-lengthening life and realize how You have lavished love upon me all along!
Lord, I’m always thinking of ways I can tell You or show You how much I love You…but You always out do me!! When I see a sunset, I want my thanks to be straight from my heart for what You share with me…but the glory of that sunset is far more glorious than any painting I could ever make for You! When I worship You with praise songs, I want to sing to You with all my heart…but then I read in the Bible that You sing songs over me! When I try to write of my love for You…every syllable seems so inadequate…and then I read Your word which is alive and speaks to my very soul in ways I can barely describe. You said if we love You, we should feed Your sheep, so I purposely share Your word in a way that will nourish others…but I get fed far more in the process! When I try to share a drink with someone who is thirsty, or clothe someone who needs it like I am doing it for Jesus…You end up blessing me far beyond those tiny actions. When I try to give myself sacrificially to show You my love…I am given newness of life overflowing to the point I can barely stand it!
No matter how much I love You or in what way I try to demonstrate my love for You…You always love me more! Thanks for all the ways You lavish love upon me, Father, through my husband, family, friends, strangers, nature, Your word…and the ultimate crazy lavishness of Jesus’ life laid down for me when I was a sinner. I am so loved, I don’t think I can stand it…and then You love me more! It’s a good thing I don’t have that many decades left. I don’t think I can hold any more love from You than right now! Oh, yeah! But then there’s eternity!!!! Good thing I will have a new body that can hold even more lavish love!
“How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!” 1John 3:1
“No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him” 1 Corinthians 2:9
“We love because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:19
Father, thank You for Your lavish love! Help me love You by…